I Don’t Know, December 13, 2010

do you look at me?

what do you see?

the surface?

or what’s beneath?

I don’t know me.

How can you?

I’m twisted inside.

Tangled and confused.

I don’t know

who or what I really am.

I don’t know

what I want.

Do you know

my heart’s desire?

Tell me.  Tell me.

Give me the answers.

I’ll tell you a secret.

Sometimes I feel dead.

Even worse.

Sometimes I just feel.

Out of control.

Panic.  Pain.

I wish…I wish…

But hope is cruel.

I wish…I wish…

I wish I could just be numb.




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